ObLiViOn

Like the speechless fallen petals in autumn

My words are never enough

For anyone, for everyone

My identity is drunk into an oblivion

I feel the numbnesss in my life

The “gap” that stands between me and the world

It grows and increases by leaps and bounds

Leaving me in my own solitude

With the charm and glow of happiness

I walk everyday with a painted-on smile

No one cares, no one dares

Leaving me in the bushes, that pretend to scare.

I stand strong, I stand confident

But I also fall weak at the knees

For when the tide rises a little too high

It seems to kiss the sky

But when the tide falls,

 it vanishes into the thin air

I feel sad, I feel alone

With no one to decipher

Gradually falling into the limbo

Hoping against hope to be rescued.

 ~AliveShadow